Ever since starting high school, I just realized how I should change myself. First off, I'm way too boy crazy. I should stop. Then, I can be really judgmental. I'm also losing my self esteem, and I am worrying about things I shouldn't be. I have a life set out for me, and I can't do that with all my flaws holding me back. I need to improve myself and be a better person. Not someone that people want me to be, but the person I want to be. I want to stop caring about what people think of me, and learn to be happy with who I am and live a happy life. High school sucks terribly, and it's consuming my happiness and who I am.
I told one of my guy friends about my plan to become a better person and that I will stop being obsessed with guys, and this is how he reacted:
I told one of my guy friends about my plan to become a better person and that I will stop being obsessed with guys, and this is how he reacted:
Ouch. There's always going to be people who won't take you seriously, and in this case, I should just worry about my own opinion. Honestly, I want to live alone in Hawaii and adopt kids and be a psychologist. There's people who don't believe that I can do that, and even I am starting to think that way. However, apart of being happy with myself, I need t learn I have my own life and I can control it. So ha ha to people. Maybe I am a mean person and cold-hearted, but I try. That's all that matters. Remember if you want to do something, don't let anyone stand in the way. It's your life. Be the one to control it. IF you're not happy with your life now, don't try to change other people, work on changing yourself so you can be happier.