Hello, I want to be a better person, and I just feel so down lately, and why not focus on making myself the person I WANT TO BE.
I want to stop being boy-crazy. Yes, the teenage hormones are getting to me. I need to stop and just focus on myself for now. I see a cute guy, I freak out, and just think about him a lot. I don't know why really, I should stop. It's really hard for me though.
By myself, if I see a cute guy I'm chill and just act normal, but around my friends I am all freaking out and getting excited. I guess my friends are used to me being boy-crazy, and I want to change that.
I'm way to focused on my current crush Der Der Der (the guy in my 4th period). He doesn't even talk to me, and I don't why I am so worked up on him. I mean, he probably doesn't even like me. I'm a bum as it is, and he's a jock with brand name clothes. I can never be who I want to when I am around him.
I really want to stop being boy crazy. I have to tell myself no before I freak out. I need to stop. Why be so obsessed with guys I barely know? I have other goals in life and I don't know why I get excited seeing some guy. I need a plan.
Step 1.) Don't talk about guys
Not talking about guys will help me talk about other things. SO I have to force myself to talk about other things. No talking about guys!!!!
Step 2.) Don't look for guys
If I just keep my head down and think about something else, then I won't look for a guy that I know will be near. I need to go to class, pay attention, that's it. I shouldn't look for a guy that you know will be somewhere near.
Step 3.) Don't look at guys
I keep looking at guys that are cute, and I need to stop. So, I don't need to look in their direction, I need to look in a different direction. I should notworry about what they are doing, or wearing. I need to worry about what I'm supposed to be doing.
Step 4.) Look forward to other things
I should look forward to Hawaii and college, and not about guys. These guys won't even matter in 5 years, so I need to chill.
Step 5.) Don't try to impress them
I should tell myself: Be yourself, don't speak louder or do crazy things to get their attention. They probably won't even pay attention. SO I should be happy with who I am and continue to improve myself.
I want to stop being boy-crazy. Yes, the teenage hormones are getting to me. I need to stop and just focus on myself for now. I see a cute guy, I freak out, and just think about him a lot. I don't know why really, I should stop. It's really hard for me though.
By myself, if I see a cute guy I'm chill and just act normal, but around my friends I am all freaking out and getting excited. I guess my friends are used to me being boy-crazy, and I want to change that.
I'm way to focused on my current crush Der Der Der (the guy in my 4th period). He doesn't even talk to me, and I don't why I am so worked up on him. I mean, he probably doesn't even like me. I'm a bum as it is, and he's a jock with brand name clothes. I can never be who I want to when I am around him.
I really want to stop being boy crazy. I have to tell myself no before I freak out. I need to stop. Why be so obsessed with guys I barely know? I have other goals in life and I don't know why I get excited seeing some guy. I need a plan.
Step 1.) Don't talk about guys
Not talking about guys will help me talk about other things. SO I have to force myself to talk about other things. No talking about guys!!!!
Step 2.) Don't look for guys
If I just keep my head down and think about something else, then I won't look for a guy that I know will be near. I need to go to class, pay attention, that's it. I shouldn't look for a guy that you know will be somewhere near.
Step 3.) Don't look at guys
I keep looking at guys that are cute, and I need to stop. So, I don't need to look in their direction, I need to look in a different direction. I should notworry about what they are doing, or wearing. I need to worry about what I'm supposed to be doing.
Step 4.) Look forward to other things
I should look forward to Hawaii and college, and not about guys. These guys won't even matter in 5 years, so I need to chill.
Step 5.) Don't try to impress them
I should tell myself: Be yourself, don't speak louder or do crazy things to get their attention. They probably won't even pay attention. SO I should be happy with who I am and continue to improve myself.