I decided to have an evaluation on my crush and hopefully by writing out what I like and don't like about it, I could get over him. I'm trying to get over this guy in my class but it isn't easy.
Pros about him:
He's tall, handsome, nice clothes, muscular, nice hair
Cons:
Doesn't talk, is awkward, only talks to guys, only plays on his phone, has an attitude, his friends are jerks, he makes fun of people, will not talk, won't start the conversation, acts like he's too cool, doesn't have manners (well not to me).
I'm pretty sure this guy will never like me. I mean, look at me, I'm a bum. He's on the other side of the popularity spectrum, and I'm just meh. His friends are rude and mean. I don't like his friends..
Literally this guy would rather play on his phone the whole time then talk to a girl... Some think he's gay. Well, a lot of people think he's gay. I'm not sure why I care about this guy so much. Do I really want to be with a guy who can't even hold up a decent conversation? He can barely speak to girls, and he doesn't speak loudly.
I guess I just think this guy is mysterious and well, sure he is. He doesn't talk yet he has all these popular cocky friends. Maybe he is gay, shy or self conscious. I may never know, and it isn't exactly my job to figure out who he is.
So I guess I need to think about what I want in life. It's best if I raise my standards although this guy is probably out of my league anyways. So I should just relax and enjoy life and be optimistic. I should focus on family and friends and be there for the ones who need me. I shouldn't be worked up about this guy and what he thinks about me. I should just be myself when he is around, because he probably isn't even thinking about me.
Pros about him:
He's tall, handsome, nice clothes, muscular, nice hair
Cons:
Doesn't talk, is awkward, only talks to guys, only plays on his phone, has an attitude, his friends are jerks, he makes fun of people, will not talk, won't start the conversation, acts like he's too cool, doesn't have manners (well not to me).
I'm pretty sure this guy will never like me. I mean, look at me, I'm a bum. He's on the other side of the popularity spectrum, and I'm just meh. His friends are rude and mean. I don't like his friends..
Literally this guy would rather play on his phone the whole time then talk to a girl... Some think he's gay. Well, a lot of people think he's gay. I'm not sure why I care about this guy so much. Do I really want to be with a guy who can't even hold up a decent conversation? He can barely speak to girls, and he doesn't speak loudly.
I guess I just think this guy is mysterious and well, sure he is. He doesn't talk yet he has all these popular cocky friends. Maybe he is gay, shy or self conscious. I may never know, and it isn't exactly my job to figure out who he is.
So I guess I need to think about what I want in life. It's best if I raise my standards although this guy is probably out of my league anyways. So I should just relax and enjoy life and be optimistic. I should focus on family and friends and be there for the ones who need me. I shouldn't be worked up about this guy and what he thinks about me. I should just be myself when he is around, because he probably isn't even thinking about me.