Yeah, I get all my teenage hormones are the cause of this, but I should stop being so boy crazy. I mean, I have my own life to worry about, not some other guy who probably doesn't even like me. So, I should just stop trying to see cute guys and live my own life. No pony tail guy or any guy. Just live my own life, and worry about other things. Plus, I have my own dream guy *cough* Fabio Ide. Well, I don't know actually. I like surf bums but hey who knows?
So as of today, I will try to become a better person. Not worry about all these guys and just focus on becoming my own person. I shouldn't be so worried on impressing a guy I barely know. These guys could be douches anyways, so I should just not look at guys and become a weird loner. Actually, I don't even know if I want to get married anymore.... anyways, the point of this blog is to work on being a better person. The first step is to stop screaming and fan girling over every guy I see. NO, just STAHP. Well, if you're like me, every time you see a cute guy and you're going to scream or freak out, then slap yourself. We'll have bruises on our face but it's work it eh? No, just kidding, don't slap yourself. Just tell yourself, "Why freak over a random guy? Do you really think you'll be with him? Focus on getting your life together and getting a job then you can proceed." Have some voice in your head saying:
So as of today, I will try to become a better person. Not worry about all these guys and just focus on becoming my own person. I shouldn't be so worried on impressing a guy I barely know. These guys could be douches anyways, so I should just not look at guys and become a weird loner. Actually, I don't even know if I want to get married anymore.... anyways, the point of this blog is to work on being a better person. The first step is to stop screaming and fan girling over every guy I see. NO, just STAHP. Well, if you're like me, every time you see a cute guy and you're going to scream or freak out, then slap yourself. We'll have bruises on our face but it's work it eh? No, just kidding, don't slap yourself. Just tell yourself, "Why freak over a random guy? Do you really think you'll be with him? Focus on getting your life together and getting a job then you can proceed." Have some voice in your head saying: